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I sat down, put on my headset and listened to music that I knew would only make everything I’m feeling ten times worse. Music that makes my heart sink, music that makes my eyes tear up, music that makes my jaw clench and my stomach roil as I refuse to face whatever it is that is making me feel so wretched. I hold on to these revolting feelings because I have absolutely no idea what to do...
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Anonymous asked: You're absolutely beautiful <3
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I feel this sick sort of emptiness knowing that I allowed these books to consume my consciousness because I couldn’t stand facing the revolting thoughts that race through my mind whenever I give myself pause to think. I’m so horribly afraid of my own conscious mind that all I want to do is disappear into my dreams ruled by my subconscious only to be stricken with the realization that...
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